I sit at the table thinking o.k what should I share today?  I realize that the thoughts should come easily, I should be doing simply that sharing my thoughts.  Finding that 1 thing as I said is not always having something occur during the day, or something you have been witness to that should be the  inspiration you have for that day.  Inspiration come from within oneself.  Reach down there and pull out what is inside of you.  Remember the singing birds?  If the only birds that sang were those that sang well it would silent outside.

For those of you reading this blog that don't already know me, I am a thinker, a writer (by hobby), and yes at times even a talker.  I am passionate about the things I am passionate about!  If I make a decision to do something I not only throw myself into it I go over board, underground, and over the top at times.  Why do we do this?  Is it truly for satisfaction? is it to "out do" someone else? Is it competitiveness? Or is it simply because we love doing for others and our creativeness comes out.  I would like to think I fall into the latter.

I turned 50 this year and though it does not bother me at all and I do not feel any older, it sure does alter my way of thinking some.  As I shared I love being a mother and after my 2 birth children made me empty- Nester's I adopted a baby boy who is now 9.  My mind set has gone from being a mommy to desiring to be a grandma!  Man when did that happen?  Do we just wake up someday and say OK lets get a rocking chair, kitting needles and get this granny thing going?  You may be laughing but I have taught myself to crochet and knit some.  This is one of those areas that I talked about earlier, you know over board, underground and over the top.  I have in only a few months made a baby sweater, 3 blankets and a Shaw.  I have a tub full of yarn that I have to have when I go in the store because as we know they my stop selling it and I have a library of patterns!  Seriously though I may be crocheting like a granny BUT I can still climb a mountain!